Getting back to normal someday?
Well I decided that even though I could do something else that I was going to write an update. Preserving my once a month current streak.
For those wondering how I am doing, I am now working a few jobs. Which is a good thing. Workwise I am at my best game for years. I will have to update with more specifics.
I am also no longer suffering from insomnia. The extra work, some of it involving physical lugging of equipment for 3 hours every few nights has helped me rest. I am also taking something by my doctor which curbs my spaz attacks.
I am also worried. Lately I have been very thin-skinned. I am not sure if I am just tired or what. I do feel exhausted all the time but I notice that I am feeling more sarcastic, more tempermental, and in general not myself.
I am going to try upping my sleep and of course trying to keep up with praying and talking with others.
It concerns me that I am not being myself and I am taking on some of my traits from years ago. I didn't sleep much then either, it might explain the moods.
For those wondering how I am doing, I am now working a few jobs. Which is a good thing. Workwise I am at my best game for years. I will have to update with more specifics.
I am also no longer suffering from insomnia. The extra work, some of it involving physical lugging of equipment for 3 hours every few nights has helped me rest. I am also taking something by my doctor which curbs my spaz attacks.
I am also worried. Lately I have been very thin-skinned. I am not sure if I am just tired or what. I do feel exhausted all the time but I notice that I am feeling more sarcastic, more tempermental, and in general not myself.
I am going to try upping my sleep and of course trying to keep up with praying and talking with others.
It concerns me that I am not being myself and I am taking on some of my traits from years ago. I didn't sleep much then either, it might explain the moods.
Labels: faith, family, rants, Updates, work stuff
posted by Janus Torrell at 10:21 PM
3 Comments:
Well Janus, if you're going to sit on your rear all night long at least write something and bring it eh?
Peace,
- And Illusion of bloggers past
Hmmm- what was that comment about?
It sounds to me like you're just getting old! You know, too much work, not enough play-
Plus, I'm old, n I notice my skin is thin n getting the criss-crossy thing happening-(yuc).
I once invented a t-shirt design which stated. "Normal has ceased to exist until further notice" n this is where you're living lately!
There is no normal, or finding it again.
I hope You'll feel more like you soon!
Yes my illusionary anonymous friend, it is always better to do something creative if not productive than do nothing at all.
Snag, it is true I am getting old. I can't eat as much, stay awake as long, and know everything nearly as well as I could over a decade ago. The fact that it is a decade ago makes me even more sad.
I am going to order one of them shirts
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