Disappointment, Delays, and Insomnia

Another trip out west, another delay.

I was again at an extreme high tension, and it quickly just ended.

Now it is 1 in the morning, and I am wide awake.


Thought I would say hi at least.

I'll be back again....

Janus sends his regards

Well Bloggers, I am heading out West again.

I am alternating between excited and terrified as I face the past and future at the same time.

Bella and I leave tomorrow afternoon, and hopefully then I will have my brain back.

Janus trying to write again, and self education.

So right now I am working on my testimony for Celebrate the Journey, the support and recovery program at The Box.
The biggest problem with the testimony is the same I have with everything. It is either too long or short. I either talk too long about a single detail or I skip 10 years of my life for brevity. Janus Torrell has never written anything for it before, but you should check out the blog if you get a chance.
If I ever actually update and repair my blog that will be one of the links I add.

I am also working on my annual Halloween short story, which used to be a tradition in my yesterdays. I used to be able to write a bit of horror and suspense. I kind of lost that ability the last 5 years (with most of my quality going down the toilet.) So I want to acquire the ability again to write various genres. I still don't give a crap about romance stuff though.

Also I have not forgotten my loyal steadfast friend Frodo and that I owe her a copy of "How to mess up your life royally." Forgive the delay, but you ain't forgotten.


On the Academic front. I am studying "How to write a short story" in hopes of refining some techniques. I am also studying several books on Herbology and I got my old co-worker Jose working with me on experiments. I also got a book on Exodus and the parables of Jesus to slowly chew and study.

So I am trying to make the most of my quarter life crisis.

I am also preparing to leave town again, hopefully with more successful results.

Chiiiiili night!

Woohoo got to make a big old pot of chili tonight. That may not sound so amazin' but it has been forever.

I have had two long term house guests that cannot eat beans, so I felt bad making chili in front of them if they can't eat it too.

Plus, when it is hot out, Bella hates it when I use the oven since it makes the whole house hotter than a jungle.

So, I got dinner done on time and well, and got to make one of my favorites!

....as you can tell, it has been a slow day.